What can I say???

Well this is the first time I'm actually blogging, that is speaking to you all directly. I have noticed that the Lord has really opened my eyes to Human nature. By that I mean how people act and react to and around other people.I don't know the whys of these actions but I know that I am a trusting person who usually gets disappointed frequently(I guess thats why I don't have really any friends). The bible says we are to love everyone and yes that means EVERYONE. Then I have a Big flaw I don't always see things or people the way they are, I tend to focus only on the Good aspects and work from there. I say this is a flaw but actually it is a gift from God. He has given me a gift of Compassion. I am in constant prayer for everyone and yes even those who aren't very nice. I pray that the Lord would just Bless these people and open their hearts and minds to Him and receive Him and His message. Then I bow as low as I can go and ask God to help me, Help me be a better: servent,wife, mother, daughter, sister, aunt and friend. Basically, I ask God to help me be the Godly woman he intends me to be. I realize that every seconed of the day is another chance to get it right, to repent and change! Then of course the kids start fighting, ryan is spilling his spill proof cup everywhere and dinner is not even defrosted and my husbands home:) So back to my knees I go and start all over again! Our God is a graceious and forgiving God and I am Blessed to call him my Father, my Savior my friend.><> ><> ><>
I also learned a very important scripture that I would Love to share :)

Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth;
keep watch over the doors of my lips.
Psalm 141:3

(I'm putting this scripture on post its notes everywhere:)!!!!!